Sometimes I'm my own worst enemy. I get angry with myself and Hyde overpowers Jeykll (Or is it jeykll that overpowers hyde? Well, You get the picture.) The unhappy, depressed side comes out and I think that nothing will ever change and I'm stuck in this vicious cycle of pessimism and sadness. An hour ago I had a depressing, over-it blog that I was going to post, (even more than this opening paragraph) and then my mum opened a pack of lollies. Mm - see picture.
A small pack, but lollies none the less. I thought to last nite; the extra pieces of toast I DIDN'T need yet I ate them anyway and thought ENOUGH. I will take this pack of lollies and all the other over-eating im doing and theoretically smash it against a wall, never to be seen again lol. I'm keeping this picture of the bag of lollies as my small symbol of success that I do have will power and the guts to stick it out. "just one more" is no longer in my vocabulary, I'm replacing it "no thankyou, I've had enough". If I don't start now, I never will.
A small pack, but lollies none the less. I thought to last nite; the extra pieces of toast I DIDN'T need yet I ate them anyway and thought ENOUGH. I will take this pack of lollies and all the other over-eating im doing and theoretically smash it against a wall, never to be seen again lol. I'm keeping this picture of the bag of lollies as my small symbol of success that I do have will power and the guts to stick it out. "just one more" is no longer in my vocabulary, I'm replacing it "no thankyou, I've had enough". If I don't start now, I never will.
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